88 days since I received my I600 acknowledgement email
59 days according to CIS' amended acknowledgement date
44 days since I received the Tu Du block letter
Zero new information
After reading article after article about the state of adoptions from Vietnam I feel sick. Every day brings a new article with more damning information and accusations. I don't know what is going to happen now. I want to believe that everything is above board in Sadie's case and that her adoption will be completed, but I don't know for sure. I am not going to apologize for being invested in and attached to this child. It has been nearly 6 months since we were matched with each other and I have thought about her and what our life will be like every day since. Just the thought of letting go of that future is devastating to think about. I want her adoption to be ethical but I also want it to be completed. It's selfish, I know, but it is how I feel.